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Name: jOy
Country: Singapore
Birthday: 6/25/1983
Gender: Female


Interests: #1: My Church (My 2nd home) Christian books incl. the Bible Music, music and more music - Instruments, vocal, Jazz, R&B, any others as long as it's not vulgar and crappy. Contemporary Christian music - from Hillsongs, Jars of Clay, Delirious etc. Computer stuff - Gaming (Diablo, Warcraft etc) Play pool Chill out Stargazing Basking in great outdoors - Backpacking, even sun-tanning is good Lazing @ home A Animals-Lover Putting my hands to work, use my creative juice - Fixing things, take things open, make stuff, bake, cook, wash - If I want to.


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Member Since: 2/16/2004

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Saturday, August 01, 2009

Nicole Scherzinger : I'll Be Your Love

I'll be your love
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

There's a time
You feel like you're lost
Feel the night will never end
Through the daybreak
It's hard to hold on
But there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses
As the sun will make it's way

You'll make it there
To the place where reality and dreams
And love will be together
I'll keep the light from fading
If the clouds blind your way
And the wind sways your faith

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow
Let me see you smile

Don't you cry
Over the past
Some days might be gray
And dreary
Not easy to leave
To leave it behind
'Til the rain stops in silence
I'll be there to hold your heart

I'll be with you
'Til you find the reason for love
We take it for granted
We'll keep the time from fading
''cause the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than pain

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

If you would believe
Believe in the world
A vision of love
And the strength inside your heart
You'll find a way

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone


Monday, July 27, 2009

像我这样的



像我这样的 - 何耀珊

像我这样的
你会不会来爱我

像我这样的
不够完美
洒脱

我为爱前进
梦想路程
却满是伤痕
不愿退缩

Take a look at me
我不松开手
在失意的时候
用音符
唱着我的
美丽哀愁

Take a look at me
呐喊的心头
彷佛再说
黑白对错
微笑面对
我的生活

曾经有过为梦想
失去选择

也曾走过
不被祝福
热烈伤痕

到现在我还是我
为爱的执着

对我来说
简单生活
会是我想要的
结果



Sunday, July 26, 2009

Reflection.

I'm back from the kelong trip!

I wouldn't say "finally back" 'cause like the rest of the group, we would love to be there for a few more days.

Being away from the city and the schedules always allow time to stop and evaluate and think about "Life", and spend some "me" time.

I would say Thank You, despite of the hurts, pain, and heartache. I've learnt to be stronger because of them.

I would say Thank You, to all the people that had came and gone. You've made a difference in my whether you know it or not, whether it was pleasant or not.

I would say Thank You, to all my friends and loved ones. For all the happy memories.

I would say Thank You, to you. Yes, you.

Love me for who I am.

If I were to live my life again, and if I knew of the things that will happen, I'll probably not want to insist to be in nursing. Then again, I may not have met you (whoever is reading this).

There's many things that I made happen. And there's many things which I wished had not happened.

Many things are beyond control. Only God knows why.

What is luck? What is chance? What is co-incidence?

Is it really luck? Is it really chance? Is is really co-incidence?

All I really want simplicity in my adventurous life.

Embrace, love, laugh, travel. All with the ones I love and loves me.
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Photos of the trip are all uploaded to FB...
Sibu Kelong Photo Album


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

D-day

It's done and over with.

Loves the hair cut and color.

Although I've seen all the photos that was taken, I wonder which one will be picked.

In the end, we did all by ourselves - styling, make-up, photoshoot. But I must say that it was a much better idea as we had the control and we could take as many photos as we like and choose the angle and style as we liked. We really worked it - all by ourselves. Some improv and it's indeed true that when you are lacking, you'll be forced to use your creativity.

It wasn't pro but I think everyone enjoyed and gained the experience of the whole process, 'cause we were all involved in it.

--

Was listening to my ipod shuffle on the way back home..

There is a desire as I listened to the songs from the musicians and singers like Delirious and Hillsongs, CCC and Don Moen. All their life, they have given back to the Kingdom of God using their gifts and talents.

And I came home, and fb-ed "Holy Dissatisfaction" on my status.

Those were exactly the two words that could describe how I felt in my spirit.

Dissatisfied.

Yet satisfied.

Not enough. I want more of You.

I need to be more skillful. So that I can serve You more effectively.

I need to be moulded even more, so that I can serve You obediently.

I need to be more sensitive, so that I could hear You.

I need to love You more and more each day.

Strengthen me. So that I can run a longer distance for You.



Monday, July 20, 2009

I am a product.

Tomorrow is D-day.

Honestly, I started this project(per se) without any clue where it will go and how it will be like.

Simply because I didn't bother to ask the details.

And I didn't know that it would be of such a scale.

If I can get hold of a photo from the shoot I'll share it here, for now, other than the passersby, Ros, and Amanda, no one else has seen it yet so I'll just keep the element of surprise for now.

I know my stylist has done his best, all of us are happy with the end result and now is up to me and the team to work it. So, we have done our best, God will do the rest. I pray for the best end result there can be.

--

I could hear it.

"Ok, let's go once again."

And I felt Him near. I could feel His love towards me, and I know He feels it too.

I wept.

"I am my beloved's, And his desire is toward me."

I'm loving this adventure with God. Let's go...



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